June Writing Log

what was i up to during the epic highs and lows of pride month?

[events]

• ficmix sign-ups closed on the 27th!!!



• eric fest opened claiming and self-prompting on june 30th! i intended to join but i'm a bit hesitant right now since i'll be having two other concurrent events (ficmix and sunwoo fest) going on. Thinking.

[postings]

four's a crowd (i want in)
fandom: Cravity
relationships: Wonjin/Minhee/Serim/Hyeongjun, Wonjin/Serim/Hyeongjun, Minhee/Serim/Hyeongjun
word count: 4k

so just to preface, yes this is posted on anon because i'm a little embarrassed about the content and not all that confident about the quality but hey, that's literally what anon is for. i always intended to post it! this fic is the first in...well any of the relationships i tagged. so that's fun.

ANYWAYS about the content and my thoughts. well it was an impulsive idea and until the very end i never took it seriously,, although a friend kindly offered to beta it and i took them up on it, that was helpful so that it wasn't as confusing because it's already chaotic. i wanted to write this just to explore my own thoughts about wonjin and minhee and think about how they get along with each other but also by extension hyeongjun and serim, how that would or wouldn't impact the dynamics of all 4 of them, and just take a minute to look at the little tangled web they have as they are irl too. all the cravity bedsharing anecdotes, footage, etc. is all extremely compelling to me. i also think minhee has things to say. for example he once typed "wonjin-hyung likes me best though" and that has stayed with me.

i'm enthusiastic about polyamorous relationships and wanted to take a crack at a different type (my bbangnyukyu = closed triad, my hyewonrim = v-type/pre-triad, not necessarily closed) with explicit metamors - people who are with each other's partners but don't become partners to each other. their relationship diagram looks like a diamond with one line through the middle, and 4 of them are the points of the diamond.

but yeah the premise is random (meet-weird?), i pushed kinks and other things in there with little restraint just to see if i could, and i wasn't initially gonna go third person limited pov and let everyone have their moments to shine but that's what happened. lmao. omniscient pov didn't feel intimate or insane enough for the vibe that developed within the beginning section where wonjin walks in...??

in the process of writing this i became 50% more obsessed with minhee which is fine i guess. i did make him have long blond hair in this because i like it. and his hair had to be pulled. sorry. i'm no longer mourning that hair era, i promise i'm good now.

[wips]

vintage lesbian yveswon
wc: 223
comments: this doc is titled "happy pride", i wanted to get it done in like 1-2days before june was over but that didn't happen. which is ok :3 it's a very spontaneous idea that i got from thinking abt that tweet of the clip where an older lesbian gave an anecdote about cruising at riis beach in the 70s. i've been reading and watching some stuff about lesbian hangouts/spots, cruising, and riis beach/queer beaches in general so i can have the knowledge!! i'm extremely into yveswon lately...as if it's my fault...

for you & me & them part 2 [hunsuk]
wc: 79
comments: creating the doc is the first step. yay. but yeah just to paint a picture here i'm going for service top hyunsuk.

don't look to a stranger [suncob]
wc: 8.2k
comments: the hiking scene is going well, though for some reason i'm getting a little bored with it. it's not done but i'll definitely scrutinize it about 50 more times and see if it's just not serving what it should. might rework it, might have to move to the next section for now. sometimes i reorder paragraphs after i write them all out so that's always an option too. otherwise i actually planned some new sections! meaning it's going to be longer! like why does it feel only half finished my god...

things known and loved [cobric]
wc: 4.6k
comments: pretty slow going again tbh :\ may or may not put it on the backburner for a bit

ideas

• for me & you & them part 3: the adventures of other boys at what you wanted - my friend star wants to see gon get up to some fun so i will consider having him do some livestream stuff ^-^ and idk maybe jinyoung and yonghee will make appearances too...